I thought I was dead
And forgotten and blind
A shadow in the world
Lost in my own mind
I’d carry about
I’d push on through
I thought I was cleaver
And that no one knew
That I was broken
I was numb inside
I was dying a prisoner
Of my own wicked mind
How and when did I
Become like this
Memories of a life
Of me that I miss
Only to stop looking
In the mirror
Reflection of all
That I now see clearer
A vision of me
Not lost anymore
A vision outside
My wicked mind’s door
I’m always and forever serving life in my mind
But pure and strong I will never rewind.
~ J. Lefever
(04/14/12)